Love is lost, heart is gone

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

wat am i? who am i? wats my purpose on this earth? ... gal.. i think i felt in love with you.. i wishes to take care of u for ever.. but i dunno if i can.. i miss u.. when will u be by my side? leave the jerk already, he dont suit u. With his attitude, he dont even deserve u at all ! he got no right to have u.. im worried that one day he will do something to u.. everynight, i need to see ur sms before i can sleep.. if not.. wine is the next solution .. sigh.. gal i miss u .. <3

coming up next : Nick Lachey ,
Whats left of me

Watch my life

,Pass me by,

In the rear view mirror

Pictures frozen in tim

eAre becoming clearer

I don't wanna waste another day

Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]

Cause I want you,

And I feel you,

Crawling underneath my skin

Like a hunger,

Like a burning,

To find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken,

And I'm faded,

I'm half the man I thought I would be:

But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,

Little by little,

No where to go,

But going out of my mind

In endless circles,

Running from my self until,

You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,

Barely breathing,

Give me something,

To believe inTell me:

It's not all in my head

Take what's left

Of this man

Make me whole

Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see

I'm going out of my mind

Out of my mind

I'm just running in circles all the time

Will you take what's left

Will you take what's left of me?

Running in circles in my mind

Will you take what's left

Will you take what's left of me?

8:48 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

dunno why, my life seems very empty.. every night, drinking vodka, until i drunk, thn i can sleep.. many problems seems coming to me .. sigh.. no mood to do anything now .. sad.. i think i shall juz post my song of the day n keep quiet ba..

coming up next.. Daniel Powter - Best Of Me

I was made the wrong way
won't you do me the right way
where you gonna be tonight '
cause I won't stay too long

maybe you're the light for me
when you talk to me it strikes me
won't somebody help me '
cause I don't feel too strong

Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
or the combination of both that did me wrong

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
but the hope still stands beside you
living in every moment
have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
was there something that I did
or the combination I broke that did me have

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me
baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again when you do,
you need a friend don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

8:30 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008

blog is dead TT i cant be bothered anymore, bored.. school reopen soon.. sian.. need cut hair again.. rawr! .. dang.. anyway.. song of the day : i walk alone by saliva

This television has a poison on its breath
This counter culture of both wicked lives and death
It makes my eyes bleed everytime I turn around
How will they all feel when I bring them to the ground? and I said

I walk for miles inside this pit of danger
A place where no one follows me;
I walk alone

I'm sick of all these people talking out their heads
I never understood a damn thing that they said
From words to actions never knowing what they're aboutI guess
I'll have to chew them up and spit them out and I said

I walk for miles inside this pit of danger
I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger
The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders
A place where no one follows me;

I walk alone
Yeah!I walk alone!
Oh yeah!
Yeah!

I walk for miles inside this pit of danger
I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger
The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders
A place where no one follows me;

I walk alone
I walk alone!
Yeah!

1:32 PM

Friday, December 5, 2008

umm, made my blog to private.. coz of some silly no life spammers -.- really nth to post much..
maybe a little about maple? hmm.. i GOT NECKED ! woost.. which is on the .. 2th dec! very happy.. planning to chiong to 150 after coming back from msia!
up next a song by aerosmith

i don't wan to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreamin
gWondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thin
gCause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never doId still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never doId still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

11:10 AM