Thursday, April 30, 2009
another words came from my mind from inspiration from some bible and hell videos and texts. here it is .
ever wondered where you will go to after death?
most people believes in heaven and hell.
do they exist?
some say yes, some say no.
personally, i believe in them.
but, they both lives in your heart even when you are alived.
why do i say so?
let me list some examples using the most famours phrase
'' good deeds comes with good return, bad people will face retribution''
it simply says it all.
logically, good people have more fames and loved by all.
bad people receive more enemies and hate by all.
define good and bad.
good : first of all, everyone love honest people right?
find someone who loved to be lied and betrayed.
so, the most important criteria to be classified under ''good'' will be honesty.
next,reasonable.
no one will want a unreasonable friend who pick up a fight for nothing right?
sweet and caring. i don need an example on that do i?
the book of wisdom and the holy bible.
written by famours and with high intelligent.
great example on how to be classified as ''good'' people.
following by ''bad'' people
what ARE bad people?
most reasonable answer is : people who do bad thing.
but, what are the bad things talking about here?
crimes, hurtful comments and all the things needed to hurt somebody.
as said on top, heaven and hell.
why do they exist?
to explain in a simple term, a place for good and bad people to go to when they died.
if thats the case, why do i say that heaven and hell both are in our heart even before we die?
reason is simple.
note : this is all written by me and my mind, no article is used in this paragraph.
when one did a good deed, a ray of light is shined inside the body. a ray of invisible light.that ray of light, is shined to the heaven, as a sign to tell the gods you are one step closer to approaching them.
same like wise, when one did evil deeds, a ray of darkness float around the body, covering and cloating the person. that ray of darkness, shoot directly down the earth, though the core, to hell, as a sign to tell the demons, satan, that they are going to have someone accompaning them soon.
why do i say that?
i believe that, in a book of life, everyone have their own destiny and path of life.
its also believed that, for every stop where you needed to make choices, there will be at least 2 more roads. example, a yes or a no. the road will be seperated from a one way track to a double track. with consequences we cannot see.
THAT is the path of our life.
thats why, for every step you take, it bears with a consequence. good or bad.
How do this link to heaven and hell?
as mentioned on top, for every good / bad deed u did.
there is a jar inside you. the jar is used to contain all the things u do. good or bad. for every good deed you do, the jar is increased with a bright colour.
same like wise, for every bad deed you do, the jar is increased with a DULL colour.
this process is happening and continouing until you lie flat and shut your eye.
by then, your jar should be filled up.
either by brightness or plain darkness.
and that is the ''certificate'' for u to go to either heaven or hell.
Quotoed from a youtube video : Galactic Alignment in 2012 timing 07:11
*treat this as a self reflection*
If hell is real, do you want to go there?
The pits of hell was created for satans and his minions to be punished for their rebillion, do you want to share their fate?
If you don't repent from their inquity and influences and if you willingly take part in their darkness, the demon fate will be yours as well.
Are you deceived?
Do you love death and worthship evil?
Do you love violences?
Are you mentally trained to hunger for (dark) magic and occult mythology.
Will you lie to yourself that satan does not exist?
Do you want to share his fate on judgement day?
Will you allow him to take you with him?
Hell is real, dont choose a temporary life of sins.. for eternity of suffering.
you can have enternity life and undescribable of joy;if you leave this world behind and embrace the love and salvation.
Jesus - he who lives by the sword, dies by the sword.
Hate and revenge is an endless cycle.
'Quote from nickelback song, lyric of ' if everyone cared' '
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
from that, we can understand that, this world need love.
without it, blood sheds all over the ground.
bodies can be seen lying along the streets.
Blood flows like river and steams.
hunters kill with rage and gun.
innocent women and children screamed can be heard.
homes were broken in and doors are teared down..
Hell is a terrible place to be.
if you want to stay out of hell,
steps to be taken will be ..
forgive and forget.
NO harmful minds.
ignore.
the life of path, its easy to walk on, but its hard to bear the consequences.
take every step wisely..
7:48 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
a short intro of life. written by me and myself.
what is life? why is our life at this age such a difficult and curel thing?
why, in any form, makes our life something difficult and sad, angry, emotional,happy?
in life, they are spilt up to 3 main cataglogy.
1st: love relationship.
what are they? true love? does they exist?
in your mind, for thoes who are already blinded by love, their answer will be , definity yes ! my hubby / darling treat me so well, i can get what ever i want with just a snap of my finger by noticing him/her. but, think again, is this true love?
what really is true love?
someone to held an umbrella when u are standing in the rain.
someone who is willing to lend u a listening ear when u needed.
someone who would spare his /her shoulder for you to cry on.
someone who willing to spend his/her rest of their life with you happily.
something that are so closely bond that nothing, even god, cant seperate both.
something that made u cry on but at the same time, u reflect on what u did wrong and offered an apology.
something that made u bold and brave to stand infront for your loved one.
this, is true love.
easier said then done right?
on this earth, how many is able to react the same as all the point listed on top?
why? why must our life have love relationship?
even though ppl said, love is like a poison, if u dont get an antidote, the poison is just going to hurt u deeper and deeper.
its true, in reality, this does, and many who cant restand the poison would fade off from earth.
unlike fairytale, to love and live happily ever after, for ever and ever and ever.. blah blah blah. no way it will exist. not on earth.
so, why, even students and teenagers had an love r/s. going out and ask, ask 20 teens, i can garentee, all of them would have at least one crush or even had a stead.
but when things turn bad, u began to ask, why did i fall in love with him/her?
earth seems unfair to u, but, look.
if u do not pass though all this problem, how would u react in future?
this is part of god's life lesson to you.
those who could not pass the test, u suicide. and u failed the test,your life,your family,your friends and yourself.
this is one of the life lesson for human like us on earth.
2nd : friendship.
close friend, BBF (best friend forever) friends,
sound normal, can be seen all over the place.
BBF, calling out for each other like drinking water, but when it comes to misunderstanding/betraying, wat do u do? break off friendship tiles? feeling sad, sorrow, asking why did u ever meet up with such a jerk? but, think again, why would u have a friend?
life lesson number 2. friendship. why friendship?
primary school, the most common phrase u can hear : '' U MAKE ME ! I DONWAN FRIEND U LIAO !'' etc etc. that are just normal anger of words.
in secondary school, u can hear this : '' wa, u good, friend wan do till like tt, %@^*$%@$%@''. hurtful words pouring out of ur mouth. anger of words.
but, without friends, who are you? nothing. u stand in no position in the human race and human socility. human became very selfish, thinking only for themself. is this what you want?. god gave us a heart, to accept friends in your life, so that u learn from them. god made human a unperfect being. terms like '' no one is perfect''came into picture.
friendship, are for you to treasure. as u grow older, of course, u will be having more friends, but, as friends getting more and more, u began to hear conflict against your friends. being trapped as a middle person dont feel good.everyone knew it.
u began to hate god for giving u these friends, u tried to escape, hiding in your room, ignoring what is happening in the outside world, will this solve anything? NO. because i tell you, in future, your life is just going to repeat the same as your past. just that its in a more difficult mode.
if u dont learn to solve it now, who is going to help you in future?. god gave us a heart to accept friends, fate assign us to meet difference kind of friends. they dont do it for the sick of doing, but, to educate mankind about life.
friend are here to give you comments and opinion they think its right to help to change you. gradly accept the opinions, change as they guide u to. listen to the good one. knowing yourself whats right and whats wrong. our friends are just like a piece of mirror. they can reflect on how you look like. learn to accept, try to change. and u will know, how beautiful this world can be.
now for part 3, family.
who are your family?
mother,father,slibings
why are they here? most common logic answer is, to give birth of you.
but thats not the main point.
they are here for u to share ur problem with, when you 1st opened your eye, when u are still young and innocent, u dont know who to depend on. your heart of friendship aint opened fully yet. the only peson u can talk to is your family.
why? they are your only kin. the same type of blood flows inside your body.
god gave us different kind of parents for different purpose.
kind and caring parents > they are here to teach u and allow you to know that this world, there is love if u can find it .
normal and average parents > to teach you from young that this world is not a easy place to live in. you have to fight and strive to survive.
mean and devilish parents > beat you up for no reason, giving an idea that this world is a very curel place to live in, people, even your kin can hurt you that much, made you wanted to leave this world quickly.
but when this happened, for those child with mean and devilish parents, friendship came into picture. they treat each other with all their love and trust, as they felt that this world, there are no more people they can relay and put their trust on.
there are positive and negative answer on this.
but, the main problem is : why do god assign us with different kind of parents?
as said on top, to educate us. HOW? people will argue back with : '' your parent everyday wack you like a punching bag, ill-treat you and even hurt you with heat and etc, u call that educate ? '' well, they are more on a hush type of education.
if you don't hate, u won't love. thats the most basic principle.
same as if you don't love, you won't hate.
what does it link to education for our life?
in life, out there in the world, there can be even more worst type of things happening. god's purpose of placing different personality parents with you so that, they can give you an impact in your life. to tell you, it isn't easy to live.
other parents, who were nice and caring, were just to tell you, life can be easy to live with, if you open your heart and accept all positive.
that were all assigned by god and fate. this is a life where we cant escape from.
if you are still feeling upsad over things in life, those impact that u cannot take it, its ok, releast it out to someone you trust, listen to their words.
approach a couceller is also not a bad idea. just tell yourself, you are not alone on this world.
if you need, u can even contact me though msn @ spongebob_sin@hotmail.com
share with me your problem, i can help you with my own way (:
thats the end of my intro of life. hope you like it (:
Labels: live you life your way, no one can judge you with it, they can leave comment, you can choose to accept or reject.
7:56 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
FINALLY ! AFTER LONG OF ASKING AND QUESTIONING. I FINALLY FOUND OUT MY ANSWER TO MY DREAMT COURSE.! *ASRONOMY*..
THE PATHS IS LIKE THIS
N's lvl
to
O's lvl
to
A's lvl (jc)
to
courses in jc (maths & sciences)
to
university (maths & sciences)
to
degree
to
degree hournour
to
master degree
to
PHD
to
university in USA
(: wee ~ such a long path ):
10:40 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
lots to post today (: enjoy
somehow words juz keep pouring out of my mind.. i'll now juz start with schools and education ..
played chiense chess today . its an interesting match. hope to play with ms wong somedays. haha =P anyway, congrats to ms _____ for going to become mrs ___ :D
as asked not to leak any name or infomation, i can only use blank :D ok. serious matter now ..
now, i felt that its really a time to bck up already.. some how i feel that my studies is getting from bad to worst. not counting maths but.. sigh. i dunno why. i wanan study. but i cant do it . my goal of life.. im having doubt that i can even achieve my ever wanting dream. but it seems to me that it is almost impossible.
astronomy.. how hard must i do to get into that?
ppl asked me why i wan astronomy so badly, it seems like a dam boring subject. but no. astronomy. the ultimate uses of physic calculation and maths. to calculate time, to twist time and to even travel though time. it may sound frictional.. but i think it is possible. i dunno why, my goal seems to grow leg and were running away from me . thining on wat i have to go though scares me alot, not the subjects but the amount of time taken. just a PH.D itsels is gonna take at least 6years. degree courses and master degree ? i dare not think. who is going to fund me till so far?
i really is confused, it seems like i can only/ want to get astronomy . but yet, my one and only goal seems so far ahead. do i still have hope? now maths i cant even tahan a simple maths on geometry which i cant bloody understand. how can i even do things like :
2
( G * M ) v * R
v = sqrt ( ----- ) or M = -------
( R ) G
OR
L is the luminosity (Watts)
pi is 3.14159...
R is the radius of the star (meters)
T is the temperature (Kelvin) W
sigma is the Stefan-Boltzmann constant: 5.67 x 10^(-8) ---------
m^2 * K^4
and even questions like this
Most galaxies move away from us, which causes a positive shift in wavelength; that means a shift towards the red end of the spectrum. Astronomers call this a redshift. We often measure the size of the redshift with this formula:
shifted lambda
z = -------------- - 1
lambda
where
z is the "redshift" of the object
lambda is the rest wavelength
shifted lambda is the observed wavelength
after looking at them.. i started to lose confident, a person like me, who score average for even secondary level. can i go that far? ): someone enlighten me please..
anyway. i would wanna improve my maths again,, the most basic way of improving myself is to teach others at the same time. so, i would now wanna offer some maths tuition for both msn/rl. i only have a rule which is : i only teach those who is willing to learn. if u are really willing to learn, u can contact me though msn. noted that this is only for my friends only (:
topics like algebra and sine rule / bearings.
just wondering, is 2012 doomsday true? will the earth juz goes ''BOOM'' on the 2012 dec 21th? . things like sun solar flare heated up and hit earth? pole shifted suddenly in afew hours? natural disasters destory mankind? or even a giant meteo from somewhere far from space crashing into earth and goes ''BOOM''? or the worst i can think of is the sun just finish its ''fuel'' and cooled down? and soon developed into a black hole and earth kena sucked inside? global warming is a hint to earth. WE ARE ALL GONNA DIE! ~ or maybe not? will human develop a time machine on time ?
time machine. wat are they? can a human move from time to time? from century to century? albert einstine said that it is possible. most astrologist also said it can be done. item needed were dark matter and a located wormhole (if there is any). dark matter is hypothetical matter that is undetectable by its emitted radiation, but whose presence can be inferred from gravitational effects on visible matter.If you could travel back in time, where would you go? Actually it’s a trick question: you couldn’t travel back in time unless there was a time “machine” already built in the past. The universe’s very first time traveller would therefore only be able to travel back to when the machine he/she was using was built. This is one restriction that puts pay to those romantic ideas that we could travel back in time to see the dinosaurs; there were no time machines back then (that we know of), so nothing to travel back to. And until we create a time machine, we won’t be seeing any travelers any time soon.. thats the law of time traveling. friction or fact? its up to u to guess.. (:
10:04 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
was mapling tis morning.. walking around.. training around.. playing and selling some of my collection stuffs in maple.. than suddenly. something happened.. it hurt me deeply. and now. i wasnt in a mood to do anything. juz staring in the blank wall for a long time, thinkin back on wat tis person said.. hais.
listened to a song. the end by jason reeves.
meaningful lyrics. enjoys.
The end is such a scary place to start
everything is torn apart
and i don't know where to go from here
in the end, there's no reason to pretend
i know you won't be back again
i gotta find a way from here..
i don't know where i'll fall down
but i'm sure to hit the ground..
cause it's not over till it's over
every ending's a new beginning
one more chance to get it right
one more chance to get it wrong
its not over till it's over
sometime's nowhere leads to somewhere
and it all starts again
in the end
and it's such a scary place to be
everything is in between
and i don't know where to go from here
in the end i see it's all up to me
to figure out where i should be
im gonna find a way from here
i dont know where i'll fall down
but im sure to hit the ground...
chorus...
2:47 PM
